Don't Tell Ghost Pt.1

WARNING: Yaoi



     It was about 1am and the sound of thunder was piercing my ears. I sat up on the couch and wrapped the blankets around me. For some reason I just couldn't get comfortable and fall back asleep. I just kept thinking about my one (well two) night stand with Ghost and how Soap found out. Closing my eyes, I laid back down on the couch and I could still see and hear Soap yelling at Ghost, then they got into a fist fight and after a few punches and bruises, the pissed off captain walked out the door, slamming it behind him. Ghost however, went back into the bedroom and slammed the door shut. So I was stuck all alone watching whatever happened to be on TV. That was a terrible night and I never want it to happen again but I so baddy wanted Ghost and the only person in my way was Soap. So I spent that night thinking of ways to make him stay out a little longer so maybe I could spend some time with Ghost and try to make him feel better (if you know what I mean *wink*). Just then a loud clap of thunder disrupted my thoughts and scared the hell out of me and I fell on the floor. Well since I was up I slowly and silently walked over to the bedroom door and looked in. Soap, as usual, had his arm around Ghost and they were both pressed tightly together in the middle of the bed. I stepped a little inside the door and Ghost stared to move. I dropped down on my stomach so as not to be seen. When it sounded like he was still I got back up. Ghost had his head on top of Soap's chest and his arm was around Ghost's hips, it almost looked like they were smiling for a second but it went away. I frowned at the sight and a flash of lightning lit up the room so I ran out and sat back down on the couch. This was going to be a long night.
      "Roach! Wake up. I need to talk to you." I felt someone shaking me trying to get me up so my eyes shot open.
      "What?" I saw it was Ghost. "Dude, it's 2am what the hell?" Just an hour earlier I had been watching Ghost and Soap sleep peacefully. But I didn't tell him that.  
"Soap will hardly talk to me and sure as hell won't do anything in bed." he said this as he got on top of me and straddled my hips. I gulped hard and I could feel my body tense up from the weight on top of me. He wrapped his fingers in my dog tag chain and spun it around until there was hardly any slack and I had to lift up my head. When I did he grabbed it and kissed me hard. We took a short breath of air and I could feel Ghost slowly grinding on my hips. He tried to kiss me again but I pushed him away.
     "Ghost, I can't do this. Don't get me wrong I wana do you but...Soap. I don't think I can sit though another one of your scream offs."
     "What he won't know won't hurt him. I wana go all the way with you." he smiled and grinded on me harder and it felt so good. He started to pull my boxers down but I pulled them back up.
     "Ghost, I really like you but, I don't want to see you or the Captain hurt. I loved what happened last night and would love for it to happen again and again but not right now. Maybe you should talk to Soap first. And maybe after you do," I got real close to him, "we can go all the way." I grinned and his face turned red but I could still see a little hurt in his eyes. He got off me and walked back into the bedroom and shut the door behind him. I watched him walk away and shut the door thinking what the hell have I done? I dropped back down on the couch I stared at the floor. Did I really just give up the only thing I ever wanted just so I can look good? I sighed and put a pillow over my face so no one could hear me scream.
     "Damn it. That was stupid. He was right HERE!" I threw the pillow across the room and soon fell back asleep.
     The next day Ghost went out to go get something to eat for dinner so Soap and I were alone. He kept looking over at me and frowning, but I didn't care. I did him a favor last night he should be thankful, but whatever.
     About 30 minuets had passed so I got up to get a drink. I was standing at the fridge holding a gallon of milk that was open. I felt a hand on my shoulder and I knew it was Soap but, I didn't know what he was going to do. Was he going to kill me to keep Ghost all to himself? No, he spun me around making me drop the milk and kissed me, tongue and everything. He looked at me and smiled then walked back to the couch and sat back down. I just stood in the kitchen with the fridge door wide open along with my mouth. I can't believe what just happened! Was this just a dream? Oh my God what is Ghost going to say or do?